Mother of two, married four years...

Happy Anniversary to myself and Jason! Four years flew by, but we've accomplished much, haven't we? The day was actually yesterday, but I never got around to posting.

To my dear, dear husband, I love you...Can't wait to see you get gray hair!

So, anyway, I'm enjoying some "me" time. Hannah is happily playing by herself pretending to take care of her baby doll. James is sound asleep (on his tummy - whoops - but I have a close eye on him). He's a very sweet baby. We're pretty much in eat, sleep, poop mode. I still have no clue how any one can get a baby to sleep in a crib. I tried it the first night and just felt like it was too much work, getting up and walking two feet to the crib and all. And the night I said forget it about trying the crib, and just nursed him to sleep right next to me in my bed, he slept 5 hours straight. I woke very refreshed and thought, hmm, I'm not supposed to wake up refreshed, I have a newborn. Ah, well, sleep is good, and we'll try the crib again soon. I'm such a lazy mom.

I think we are adjusting just fine. Some days I lose my cool with poor Hannah and raise my voice. And then I ask her for forgiveness. And then we cry. And then we laugh and play, and stare at James.